(: Love :)

L-O-V-E, Love. What is it? I’ve been pondering this for a while. Is love the butterflies in my stomach? Or when your always smile at that special someone? Maybe both? Is it possible to love someone so different? Some people say opposites attract. He seems so perfect.. To good to be true.. People like me don’t receive people like him.. Locked up in my tower like a princess in her castle, but with no prince to save me..

“Before I met you I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason” ~Anonymous

His natural brown golden hair, beautiful deep forest green eyes, and his perfect light olive skin. He wears the nicest clothes, and I dream he wears them for me. But sadly it’s not, I’m just a face in the crowd.. That seems not to exist..

“Without you, The brightest stars seen dreary, Without you, The weakest of pain seems strong, Without you, even the best opportunities seem wrong, Without you, The fondest of memories seem faded, Without you, Life’s journey is Dark and Jaded”  ~Anonymous

When I look into his gentle eyes they seem to sparkle. I see joy, happiness, compassion.. He’s a genius, an athlete, a musician. I’ve never thought someone could be everything.. All those talent wrapped up into one. People tell me perfect people don’t exist, but when I see him, his gorgeous smile, I KNOW perfect people DO exist.

“True love only comes once in a lifetime, Yet it lasts all eternity, It has the power to crush someone so deeply, While at the same time they know, There’s no one else in the world they’d rather be with, True love will knock down the walls of difficulty, To be with that special one, It will take your hand and fly over the world, Into a place where there’s no pain, No tears, True love will withstand the test of time, Forever waiting until it’s love returned, It never fails, never dies, never lets go for the one they love”  ~Anonymous

Can you love someone who doesn’t love you back? Sadly I feel it’s true.. Can you love someone you barely know? I haven’t talked to him yet but I imagine the day I will.. His voice speaking like a song.. Putting me in a trance. I feel like I’ve known him my whole life without even saying a word. To love someone and not get that love back feels like a bullet to the heart. You go on thinking if he ever did like you.. The questions are endless.. Could we really have been a couple? Would having asked for his number done anything? I don’t know..

“You brought me sunshine, When I only saw rain. You brought me laughter, When I only felt pain.”  ~Anonymous